I need to change mah?

Today is Maddie's and Kazae's Baptism... Sharon, Ruohan, Pauline and mum was there as well. Congrats! I think it is doubly meaningful that they got baptised as a couple. Have faith in God and each other always! =n.n=

Well... didnt go office ytd.. was so tired slept through to afternoon.. then it started pouring so no pt going out as well... slept and wake and ate and watched tv.. so stress free~ 2am+ met Ryan for supper at Punggol Nasi Lemak part then headed to Df to find dylan at 3am... Lo Behold~! I ran into Cyer - Joey's friend - and Alex toh - Poly mate.. Hahahaha.. Stupid Alex say he recognise me coz my dark eye rings still the same.. *bleah* Rude child! Hahaha.. anyways .. as usual.. he is still being bullied by mie.. :p Oh yah.. Mavis was there as well and she knows Alex de~! Small world huh? Keke...

Hui was suppose tell me the plans for Fri nite but also no sound no picture.. Left for home early to sleep.. reach around 7+ loh~.. ended up have to come back office coz.. STUPID MIE LEFT HER NEW PHONE IN OFFICE!!! Haiz.. drop by Joey's working place but too crowded so didnt stick around.. Ryan picked mie up and we headed for Fang Jie to meet Anthony instead.. They had to force me play one super duper lousy game of pool *twiddle thumb* I seriously do not wan to play pool at FJ.. >__<" All pros there loh~! Well.. I really fell asleep at the couch... again.. hahaha.. hope mie no snore :p There was a butterfly in the pub wor.. THey say is JOnathan - the bartender that passed away last month - who is back for a look before the 7th mth over.. hmm..

Oops i did it again...

Last nite (wed) came home and doze off in cab.. think no put phone properly and it slipped out of my bag.. haiz... I like this $0 Sony ericsson phone wor~!!! *sulk* Well.. so went and got new phone today with my $250 free voucher from M1... It's LG Secret - black label series~ Stoopid Dylan.. First thing he call mie then my phone hang =___=" And of course he laff himeself crazy.. *bleah* .. Went east coast see them boys play billard just now.. I hate small balls >_<" Tried with snooker in Genting with Clara they all.. give up ler :p

Morning i put my msn msg as "LOST MY HP"... All the messages i got was along the lines of : "Again?!!" "Huh you lost your phone?!" Sigh... aiyah... no good leh.. i use to lose once a year.. i also dunwan de... :( So now my pc has the USB cables of Sony Ericsson, LG, Panasonic, and Samsung phone.. hurhur.. think Motorola also have wor~! I know lah.. mie shouldnt be proud of this 'achievement' ¬_¬"

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Back log abit...

Wed at work was stressful.. feel out of breathe and stressed up... I'm gonna be disillusioned by my job soon i think.. haiz... went staircase and smoke then after talking to joey i think think think then cry... haiz... Then I go back OT.. think too pressure.. Period came =__=" Hahaha..


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Mama finally cooked the prawns last sunday! YUmmy~ SHe cook creal prawns.. hurhur.. Very big leh the prawns! See the pictures:



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Last fri met up with rachael @ PLUSH BAR, where Joey is working now. The sweetie got mie a 'My Melody'~!! Hurhur... nice wor~ Cute hor? But she really paid too much for it the kind hearted soul... *wink*

June was there as well with PK and gang... Such a nice surprise to have Gary sms mie wor! He used to be the cook at BBBC.. the one that always sneak mie ice cream.. keke =n.n= Martin came down as well.. still the same-ol small boi... tsk tsk.. We got free credits at the machine there.. dunno who put de.. Anyways we played Photo hunt, wish Ja was there I'm sure we can break the record *glare* hahaha...

脆弱般的我..

眼泪是脆弱的表现吗？
那。。。希望流泪的人都能早日坚强一点吧！

感觉脆弱的日子真的很累人。。。 今晚又是脆弱般的一夜。。。

我本是个记性不好的人。。 不知为何最近脑海里常出现过去的美好回忆。。 多么美好的时光， 但因为已成过去。。真的很不想再留念了。

如此的夜晚，让我想起了以前听过的一首诗: 放手的美丽

"当你能够用释然的心态去回忆你们曾经的点点滴滴，你就可以体会到放手后的美丽。"

Thoughts...

I am waiting for rach to contact mie.. still no sound no picture wor 0_0"

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Maddie quoted the following from a book "爱不是你以为的那样" that she is reading:

每一个人都试图从别人那里取得，双方都试图要取回付出的爱，结果没有人能够得到什么。因为只要你需要别人爱你，你就是欠缺爱的人；而如果你的心中欠缺爱，你又如何给人爱呢?

Hmmm... I am the happiest when i have someone that loves mie.. and then of course quibbles and misunderstanding will arise, but whenever I can hold a thought of the sweet words that one has said to mie, my heart will be so full~ But.. That is what i have always thought.. am i wrong?

Aiyoh.. the more i read the above para the more confuse i get... If it is true den what is 'the pursuit of love'? Haiz.. One thing for sure is that for all my relationship... 结果..没有结果..

Nice song..... Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate
"Who doesn't long for someone to hold... Who knows how to love you without being told..."

Du zi er...

I ish hungry!!!! I think it is true - and I believe the girls out there agree with me also - when near to period, will have tendancy to eat more... I never complain about being hungry past few weeks when i was on 1 meal a day!?

Haiz.. and office is out of biscuits even - yah i still in office now - sighz...

Tomorrow morn got meeting.. better dress proper and look awake.. 0_0"

Oh.. today got complained for wearing my non-piaking-sounding slippers around the office?! Gee.. i wasnt disturbing anyone loh.. i wear sandals everyday oso no one complain.. not say that is any more 'profession' than slippers =___=" I miss BLUE.. *pout*

Went home and slept early.. 11pm wor~ Woke up late still (8am) and headed straight to client office to take picture of their showroom... sleep early oso still feel tired.. how dez?

Where for drinks tomorrow leh? i like 2 weeks no see rach ler... I want beer~ Beer is food~ hurhur =n.n=

a Prawning mie will go~

Hurhur.. Just back from Prawning @ Pasir Ris~~~~!!! Caught a total of 13 prawns wor! and JA gave it all to mie~ =n.n= She help catch a few also but mainly she just enjoying her beer.. Good weather tonight~ Thank you ah foo for helping mie 'un-pluck' the prawns! *luv luv* My mama say got half kg or more wor~ Ladies.. next time we go together den we bbq there okie? beer only $3 per can.. keke..

The 2nd prawn i caught!

Ah Foo's feet..de-clawing~

The one i caught by the tail.. *chuckle*

Bag full of 13 prawns! =n.n=

Gosh..

Looking back at my earlier entries about my new job.. i was really finding it requiring alot of getting use to... 2 days ago I was informed that I am now officially confirmed as a staff.. I should be happy i guess - but like i said i was surprised they confirm me since the last ger left after 9mths w/o being confirmed - i feel like i havent really gotten the hang of things yet and I'm being pushed another level forward...

i have all the while been complacent i guess.. always comfy in the knowledge that there is always something or someone i can fall back on.. The me today looks around and see a the vastness that is in front and emptiness that is behind mie.. Moving forward, i should aim to start filling up the emptiness behind mie.. sigh..

Daunting... now i have to live up to my name/'manager' designation it seem... =_=" Someone get me a book about living up to expectation....

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Tues went to PLUSH BAR.. joey's new work place in BQ.. I went ytd also but i prefer weekday i guess... it was too crowded ytd...Hurhur.. saw mister onion head who played the long xia/da bian game with mie last tues also.. keke. I think Joey drink too much ¬_¬"

Thu went to Boiler with Joey and Janet.. We were NOT suppose to stay so late but ended up almost 2 than reach home.. Feels good to dance~ It's been so long.. heh.. well... i did enjoy myself.. i think the girls did too.. =n.n=

Poor clara has been sick since last Sat when i went her place wor... seriously she needs to have a full check up... Get well soon dear~! Start taking tonics sia..

Low BP mie..

Feeling faint.. it's one of those low blood pressure daze.. urgh.. Ribena no help this time.. think gonna head home early to rest.. =__="

Well good thing is the bugger no disturb mie at all for the whole of today.. hurhur.. =n.n=

I also want to be a frugal traveller~!!! See this article diana posted the link for:
http://frugaltraveler.blogs.nytimes.com/?scp=2&sq=Frugal%20traveller&st=cse

i need cuff links..

I have 3 new shirts i cant wear anymore coz i no haf cuff link.. :

Sat went Clara's place.. lost bit.. won back.. den lost more .. gee.. should have known luck no good.. >_<" Had red wine whole night.. glad the boys like my selections... hurhur..I end up owing Gary money wor.. gosh >.<" Heard more stuff about botak...mmm... Seriously i think there ARE girls out that who finds a tummy sexy in a man.. hahaha.. apparently he has a few.. Think he out grew the J club liaoz.. Ni ni eY eY~ we need new play thing~

*yawn*.. gonna sleep early tonight.. hurhur.. Woke up cranky this morn den kena harass by some bugger.. =_=" Read all about it here .

My 'boss' is back tmr.. no more slacking daze.. just hope no get scolding 0_0" *twiddle thumb*

to be able to eat..

Michael happened to be attending course in my building today, so wrapped up my work around 10+ and met him to go for supper. It was more like dinner to me wor.. haha.. since i didnt eat anything since lunch at 1pm... Went to the pig organ soup place near lavendar food centre, where botak brought me go eat b4 de.. STill as nice wor~! But mister Michael was saying there is a stall in Serangoon garden market that is even better~ Hmm.. wonder y no one bring me go try b4.. =_="

Last night went to meet Daphne, Bernard and Kaiyan at sushi tei in Far East Square.. long time no see!!! Heh.. glad to see KY up and well =n.n= Another guy from multiply as well was there.. seen him around in multiply but first time met him bah.. Mister Lyon who so kindly sent mie home.. I order 2 dish for dinner and that is like my 3rd dinner in 2 weeks loh~ 0_0" After that, Lyon brought us to Helipad at central.. So cool!!! We managed to get a seat upstairs due to his work connections, and the view was superb! I was glad that I met up with them that night, coz we had like truckloads of laughter loh~~~! Hahahaha... JOy surrounds us.. may it always be so.. =n.n=

It is getting better... I will get better at it...
My health will be fine I think, even though i'm still frightened about how much weight I have lost.. I guess in a way it seem to me that I am unhealthy.. sigh.. I have never been 45kg ever since i left secondary school loh! @_@" I may not take care of myself very well.. but i will learn to guard myself from harm.. physical illness people can heal for you, and scabs from falling down will eventually heal.... but some pain can only be soothe by oneself.. *smile* the female of my species are all strong de~! Hee.. Cheers!

My martell dun love mie no more...

I need a warm living thing to cuddle.. sigh... it's one of those moments that i feel like i shoudl get a cat.. Everytime in similar situation i seem to automatically tell Ja i wan a cat.. and she'll tell mie i have no time to care for it.. ¬_¬"

Another late night in office...

Last Tues got off work around 8:30pm to meet sipei and maddie for dinner.. And they were still shopping!! Since 6+ wor.. wanted to get new shoes for fri but cant find any sexy killer heels... *twiddle thumb*

Last thurs manage to get off work early.. Met Jase around 7 for 1 beer and italian dinner at his hotel in Pan Pacific.. hur.. First time so fine dining! We got oysters for starters and i got smoked duck + foi gras tortellini pasta and we share a dark choc wif vanilla ice cream dessert.. So shiok!!! Hurhur.. not to forget the $100+ 10 yr old aus red wine... fabulous! Hahaha.. den went his room to watch tv coz still early and chit chat... His view no that good coz no clear view of the bay, and his room smaller than Hui's at Fairmount the other time.. bathtub smaller also.. =_=" Hahaha..

Fri was zouk night! First time REALLY go zouk this yr.. I didnt rem that the alcohol was so strong!! Botak brought his new gf... and got a whack for 'retribution' .. hahaha.. He really getting fatter and older looking.. =_=" Jon still look same ol' .. Really enjoyed Rach and Janet's company.. And it's been so long since hang out wif June (get well soon k?) and Joey - the one who is now smoking sampoerna... Music wasnt good at Velvet.. was so looking forward to dancing.. and i'm surprise at Jase for not begging to go to bed looking at the amt he had drank! Hahaha.. It's suppose to be a farewell for Jase.. I feel bad but when we finally reach zouk and he music was still boring.. I really cannot stand it.. and Ja had to abandon her drinks and send mie home..

Sat was nuah day.. watch tv whole day.. FROM MORN TO NIGHT.. whole day 0_0" Around 1am i reached Mono to find Hui & gang.. so busy they all.. book 2 rooms wor.. this was the night i had my first martell in long time .. and the night i got emo and cry.. probably freak pp out.. hahaha..My martell no love mie anymore coz it made mie puke =_____=" so pai seh that night oso.. wanted to go home but sort of auto get drag to cab by them for supper.. I slept at the restaurant - The Oasis porridge place that moved to toa payoh.. From wat i heard, they are still as expensive as the first time Ja brought me there :p - I hope i no snore... >_<"

Yesterday i finally caught a movie... Hui brought mie go see 'Mummy'~ Heh.. as expected he ask mie wat happened the night before as he always forget what pp say when he drinking/drunking.. Movie not really fantastic.. i wonder who havent watch dark knight.. *twiddle thumb* Dear friends please bring mie out more often.... please~!

Low mood... Sun noon something happened made mie more furious...Something i wished to settle completedly last week wasnt settled... sigh.. I can just say i am very disappointed that's all...

Okiez.. back 2 work..