Sadness

I cant slp... my  heart is aching badly now... n i’m very very very sad.... i dunno if i m crying coz no sound... but tears just keep running  down.. i feel depressed, n hopeless abt this life... i feel like i m always there to help people but  the sad reality is, i dun  have anyone to turn to, i dun think i ever matter to anyone  at all in this life.. i should just give up, really....