Down time...
I know myself.. i love to take care of people.. to be there for my friends.. and the people I care about..~ I dun mind them sharing their problems with me.. and I'll try my best to cheer them up, encourage or give advice... or just simply lend a shoulder...~
sighz.. guess m experiencing a down time... feeling pretty moody now...
.. after all i put in or m willing to give to the people close to me, i know i shouldnt expect anything in return.. but i do! Guess i'm a selfish person afterall.. not as giving as i seem to be... *sigh*
it sux big time.. to feel brushed aside.. Guess no one really truly needs me or wants me around anyhow..
today i learnt that one should not judge people.. dont put them against your own measurement.. then one can never be disappointed.. but guess i'm very human after all.. still habor certain expectation of the people around me.. sigh...
i'm nothing fantastic myself.. so i have no right to expect anything from others i guess.. m just gonna go on the "by my lonesome" mode..sighz.. why cant i just love myself more.. *kok head*..
sighz.. guess m experiencing a down time... feeling pretty moody now...
.. after all i put in or m willing to give to the people close to me, i know i shouldnt expect anything in return.. but i do! Guess i'm a selfish person afterall.. not as giving as i seem to be... *sigh*
it sux big time.. to feel brushed aside.. Guess no one really truly needs me or wants me around anyhow..
today i learnt that one should not judge people.. dont put them against your own measurement.. then one can never be disappointed.. but guess i'm very human after all.. still habor certain expectation of the people around me.. sigh...
i'm nothing fantastic myself.. so i have no right to expect anything from others i guess.. m just gonna go on the "by my lonesome" mode..sighz.. why cant i just love myself more.. *kok head*..
posted by aMie at 12:25 AM
4 Comments:
aiyo....why in a down mood..dont worry la..I'm very sure when you are in a very down time..there will be many ones around you. its a matter of phone call...trust me on that =)
coz got played out by a close friend... made the date 2 weeks ao n she end up no turn up on sat... i admit i sent her the lifeline la (sms her "you dunwan come ok lor") .. but still it sux when she took it and when on wif her own activities.. sighz...
it is like a small thing right? but cant help feeling upset leh.. bad of me hor...;p
cant call anyone also coz my friends all know each other..just need a day get over it so didnt really wan her know i'm pissed off.. ;p im such a meanie~
if i were you, i would tell her off as in, "if you are not meeting can you just inform me that you cant make it, and not letting me waited for you"
she just dont have responsiblity.
is alright la... ...
i regard her as friend still so.. is just a misunderstanding at most.. :}
thx for concern tho~ =n.n=
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