Yah.. i think too much..
It has to be the reason.. that i think too much~! Otherwise it will mean that people dun like me that much any more...
Sigh...
Some relationship... fractured.. can never mend properly again, the crack will always be there...
Some relationship... neglected.. turned rusty, resulting in friction...
Some relationship... not nutured... therefore no fruits will be borne...
... Still no reply from them ... ...
Ok.. movie's cancelled...
posted by aMie @ 7:30 PM
Sian .. .. ...
Dont understand how my brothers can shout at mum lydat.. sheesh... she spend the money to do up the house.. did all the cleaning etc... she buys the breakfast.. cooks the meals.. washes the clothes... and the boys think can shout coz they dun feel like clearing up the stuff and unpacking into the cabinets...
Big bro spouted curses some more.. geez! Sigh.. before he stomped outta the house to dunno where.. almost 4 hours le.. not back yet..
Is it a wonder i am seldom home? Just the other day i came back just in time to witness my 2nd bro reprimanding my mum .. for wat you know? For clearing the fruit plate for him!!! How bo liao can that be?! HE was saying stuff like he can clear it himself ar.. no need do so many things like he is handicap lydat ar .. bla bla.. So fed up with him! If they think they can survive so well then they jolly well move out of the house loh! Good for me den i can have my own room...*BLEAH*
Dun ask about my studies ok.. I very fustrated about it now.. all the negative vibes around the house.. and then the need to provide for the family still.. dad's not giving money again.. sian... Dunno how much my elder bro is giving oso.. and this month's utilities bill is a freaking $152 dollars..sigh.. 1.5 times more den usual.. .. coz of aircon ba.. *headache*
I dun remember how to be passionate about anything anymore.. ..
Should i go away... .. ? The 'now' is so full of doubts and uncertainties... I want to escape it all..~
Guess i'm running away again.. I never do solve anything do i? until i'm forced into a corner.. hmm..
Ha.. Where should i go for holiday in August leh? *ponder ponder...*
Sigh...
Some relationship... fractured.. can never mend properly again, the crack will always be there...
Some relationship... neglected.. turned rusty, resulting in friction...
Some relationship... not nutured... therefore no fruits will be borne...
... Still no reply from them ... ...
Ok.. movie's cancelled...
posted by aMie @ 7:30 PM
Sian .. .. ...
Dont understand how my brothers can shout at mum lydat.. sheesh... she spend the money to do up the house.. did all the cleaning etc... she buys the breakfast.. cooks the meals.. washes the clothes... and the boys think can shout coz they dun feel like clearing up the stuff and unpacking into the cabinets...
Big bro spouted curses some more.. geez! Sigh.. before he stomped outta the house to dunno where.. almost 4 hours le.. not back yet..
Is it a wonder i am seldom home? Just the other day i came back just in time to witness my 2nd bro reprimanding my mum .. for wat you know? For clearing the fruit plate for him!!! How bo liao can that be?! HE was saying stuff like he can clear it himself ar.. no need do so many things like he is handicap lydat ar .. bla bla.. So fed up with him! If they think they can survive so well then they jolly well move out of the house loh! Good for me den i can have my own room...*BLEAH*
Dun ask about my studies ok.. I very fustrated about it now.. all the negative vibes around the house.. and then the need to provide for the family still.. dad's not giving money again.. sian... Dunno how much my elder bro is giving oso.. and this month's utilities bill is a freaking $152 dollars..sigh.. 1.5 times more den usual.. .. coz of aircon ba.. *headache*
I dun remember how to be passionate about anything anymore.. ..
Should i go away... .. ? The 'now' is so full of doubts and uncertainties... I want to escape it all..~
Guess i'm running away again.. I never do solve anything do i? until i'm forced into a corner.. hmm..
Ha.. Where should i go for holiday in August leh? *ponder ponder...*
posted by aMie at 9:01 PM
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